Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Pre-Memorial Dress DRAMA

Day 2…

So this morning I had to leave early for work because it’s a meeting night, so I could not hit the gym. I have been feeling tired lately so I was told to eat Bananas. (I have no idea how that is going to help me but I just do what they tell me) Have I ever mentioned how much I HATE Bananas? Well unless they come in a shake or smoothie I am not a big fan of them. This morning I picked up a banana and ate it on my way to work. It actually wasn’t that bad.

Before I left for work I stepped on the scale and I was 5lbs less than last Week… yeeey.. I was a little scared because I have not been eating that great. I mean some days I am like a big healthy eater and the next I am an obese fat girl eater. (Don’t mean to offend any one by that) I am obese…

Oh yeah! Yesterday was a journey.. a journey to my closet trying to find something nice to wear for the memorial. Well that dint go too well. Lets just say that Whatever you think might fit… WONT… oh and FYI Magnetic clip button shirts don’t go well with padded bras… I would bend down and “POP” I was so upset, That’s when I realized that I am definitely not the size I was a year Ago.. Even thought It might still be the same weight my body is not the same. I kept seeing bumps that were not there before.

Talking about sizes.. I was at dress barn the other day and fell in love with this perfect dress so I tried it on and the dumb thing would not zip up.. I wonder why.. oh yeah maybe because it was not my size. Yup I am no longer a Size 16 I am a size 18.. but I will not buy an 18 cause that would mean that I am adapting. So, unless I loose weight you will see me with the same old clothes… I do Love the black Polka-dot dress that Madd made me buy.. Its my one piece that I can always wear when nothing fits and I feel comfortable (size 18 of course). Too bad I had already worn that dress for a talk last Wednesday other wise it would have made me feel better yesterday.

Ok.. Enough typing.. gotta go do productive things now. You should too.

Take Care,

C-ya “one and only follower”

3 comments:

  1. I hate bananas too! I have to force myself to eat them because they're so good for you. According to the "experts" bananas are good for just about everything. I think it's the texture that grosses me out.. all smushy. Ick.

    5 lbs. is awesome! Go, girl. :)

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  2. Bananas are so gross!!!I say I'm allergic, that way I don't have to eat them..But basically they make me want to barf.. Don't eat too many..They'll make your visits to Racetrack unnecesary...you know...:)
    5lbs is good!! and hey my body isn't the same as last year..I may weigh the same but my body is all flabby..I wore a huge tent like dress to the memorial..

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  3. I agree... Its the texture.. I had another one today... I guess its better than no Breakfast.

    and lets not talk about flabby... Cause I could write a book.. ;-)

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